Sunday, August 15, 2010

*coolness and breezes replaced by warm cloudiness*

The coolness and breezes of today have subsided. The sky is darkening, as if it was after sunset. It is an hour before the real sunset. We won't witness the sun going down, as the sky is one huge grey-white cloud mass. The air is heavy damp, and weighs a ton on my spirits.
I rarely get lonely, even though I spend most of my waking hours alone.

Tonight I practiced on piano, my "Healing Sounds"..pieces that I will be playing at my gig on August 26th. Each piece keeps morphing, with seemingly a life all of it's own. An overall calm has graced me and the keys simultaneously tonight. For so long I have felt a continual plateau;tonight I can honestly say, I have noticed my musical growth. I am taking risks, within the structure of each piece. I am feeling each song emanating more from my heart and less from my mind. This is immensely satisfying. A living joy.
Will sleep well in my knowing that I did my very best today. Supporting others in their struggles, and giving myself the time to create. Nourishment abounds! Om shanti shanti shanti. Blessings!
~Good night, Rosha Kate