Wednesday, November 30, 2011

we are not violins, but can be more warmly wooden

When the violin
can forgive the past,
it starts singing.
~ Hafiz


we are not violins, but can be
more warmly wooden:worn, as the violin,
forgiving, in its wooden breathing

for instances outside
of our control: like rain,
to dampen spirits-
a warping of a sound board

brave enough to step out
on a windy  day,
to tune our very spirit
with an ear to the ground

hearing horse hoofs sing
by their very thrusting
along the way, forcing
apples to fall off trees,

freely, falling- soon to rot
its sweetness, gone bitter-
an ear of apple chutney
softens the blows of horses

heaving their wonder weight
on the earth as they move past
bringing up some history
we thought was buried

but it's only rotting apples
turning to chutney, singing
down on the farm-
down on a child's level
of understanding:

we walk before we talk:
just sounds-- as the child
walks around the apple trees,
she feels the scents the horses left

the sound of power, the music
of eternity hoofing-- as fragrant mud cakes-
hot and dry as the desert earth;
with so little of a past, the child sings


Kate Lamberg
11/28/11


december's cool air



december's cool air strokes my face,
sends my brown hair flying-
obstructs my vision
for a little while

wind wakes up all who walk;
truth tends to rise up from feet
which move-- finally reaching mind;
currents, like cattails can hardly believe

this is happening to me--
alive to breath of  joy;
viewing the changing clouds,
light jutting more angularly

through clouds, fondant candy
whipped &damp; spun sugar flying-
head in the sweet clouds of change,
feet keep beating the cadence

Kate Lamberg
11/30/11


























Sunday, November 27, 2011

then i fell asleep, and had a dream

then i fell asleep, and had a dream
i know it was a dream
because i awoke from it

i am in a group, standing in a circle
our arms are around each others waistlines
we are singing and chanting an ancient song

i don't understand the phrases,
yet they feel familiar
we drone together
softly prayerlike

i awake and still hear
the sounds reverberating
i try to sing them softly
so as not to forget

the magic melody,
the sacred words-
a blessing, beyond
this lifetime's comprehension

Kate Lamberg
11/23/11

as i was falling asleep

a spiraling
of silver and gold
sparkles
fell from the sky

down into
the proscenium
of my crown
percolating
through my skull

my face glowing
from the inside out
a million points
of sparkling light
poured through me

returning
to another lifetime
crystal skull dance soaring
all while falling off to sleep

i knew i was not dreaming
as i felt the soft warm bed
and my hands gently resting
upon my abdomen, softly breathing

Kate Lamberg
11/23/11


Two lions stand tall














two lions stand tall
in front of the buddha hall
protecting all souls

radiance of sun
truth, speaking purity
fiery lions

in meditation
silence overcomes the noise
minds, quieting down

illumination
sunshine flashes of bright light
flood attentive mind

once light is released
the floodgates continually
pour endless joy jewels

surrounded by light
we cannot help our soaring
while rooted on earth


Kate Lamberg
11/25/11



How clean do your words burn

Poetry is just the evidence of life. If your life is burning well, poetry is just the ash.~Leonard Cohen


how clean do your words burn
as complete thoughts, real to
real feelings, probable visions,
wood cuts from potatoes

released in the air,
spudded bullets melting
to butter toffee ribboned stream...
sweet essence disappearing,

as soon as rainbow river
turns a corner--away
from steady granite earth

savories kept uppermost
in palate's sensibilities-
the sweetness had to disperse;

among the water lillies,
turtles tend a careful watch
from fallen over log, unmoved

just the steady breathing out
of plants lining the river- soaked banks,
the witness breathing in

the miracles of carbon
dioxide exchanging with oxygen--
toes barely swirling in mud path

finding one's way back
to camp, before the dinner bell;
leaving more time for mud's perils

pearls crop up underfoot..
worn as toe rings, rarely
seen in these parts;

pantomiming prayers
the silence is deafening
we are there


Kate Lamberg
11/23/11

if love is why we are here


why do we spend anytime judging-
another soul's journey is her journey
our journey is our own

somewhere we meet in the middle

why do we spend anytime worrying-
the master plan has been drawn.. well before
our mother knew our father's name

letting go of our need to be better
realigns us with a sweet soul song
pushing us so high in the sky

we all will get our wings and fly
as high as soul decides will be
for all those present, in harmony

spirit is saying we really want
all the same things; we just
speak our demands differently

touch, love, food, a roof
oh god why can't we
live more simply

if love is why we are here


Kate Lamberg
11/24/11




i said this is no crying matter

My shadow said to me:
what is the matter- Margaret Atwood


i said this is no crying matter
not to worry, dear shadow
as matter perishes like dust

matter moves more slowly
than time or space;  we need
to be patient, honour her ways

it matters to walk on cool wet grass
while morning sun strokes the new blue sky
with dreams tenderly tucked uppermost

dreamless, we do disintegrate
more quickly....into the welcoming earth

living life, as a seeker of silence
has no loopholes- as silence
celebrates all matter as it is

no frills, lace or  bow,
silence pulls you in
the drum roll you know

introducing a self you cry for
my shadow friend
who watches, knows:

psalms center our attention
along with the breath,
which had been on detention

to every thing that rings,
follow from its inception-
truth will then be

by your side, bringing
a comfort knowing
you are swinging by your tail

monkey shines upside down
in the black willow tree
at dusk, won't you follow

the pain is in the resistance;
once the owl winged decision happens
to fly..fortuitous formations are designed

i said this is no crying matter:
shadow creeps in her understanding-
shrinks in awe of snowy owl's lift off


Kate Lamberg
11/25/11






trust

As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.~Johann Wolfgang von Goethe~

trust yourself right now
whatever dark shadow burns
a hole in your heart

just step through the hole
and enter into the light
of a brand new day

Kate Lamberg
11/26/11

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

changes

Some changes look negative on the surface but you will soon realize that space is being created in your life for something new to emerge.” ~ Eckhart Tolle


how we move through

how we move through
the rhythms of caring
shines in the level
of baring souls,
with no thought
of consequence;
we just move with,
not against the cherry grain
flowing with the pouring rain

Kate Lamberg
11/21/11



bare trees in winter

Adversity is like a strong wind. It tears away from us all but the things that cannot be torn, so that we see ourselves as we really are. ~Arthur Golden


bare trees in winter reveal
their original lines,
lithe, innocent

our nakedness reveals
who we are, stripped
of fashion's dictates

when will we stop needing to choose:
when will we be happy with whatever
shows up.. willing to flow, as a river spurts

right through our living rooms
drops of purple and gold graces
swimming, without racing

stories from faery tales floating
pages rearranging
tiny threads of truth
bobbing to the surface

infinity
telling us
just what we needed to hear
without having to choose

we just sit down with
whomever is at our table
share soup and bread

sleep when tired sings
dream when dreaming needs
to shine who we really are

truth, reverberating
in wide open fields, we find time-
head resting against a maple tree

eyes reflecting stars
within our vulnerabilities,
gleaming in ceaseless sea

Kate Lamberg
11/22/11

Saturday, November 19, 2011

moon shines

moon shines her silver
we respond in kindness- still,
we worship her  light

cold morning keeps us
underneath the comforter
well after sun rise

sun does not complain
she'll be meeting up with moon-
merging, at sunset

Kate Lamberg
11/19/11




hearts are meant to be hung inside out

“Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts.”
-Charles Dickens



hearts are meant to be hung inside out, dried
out on the clothes line, with a warm august wind
pliability flourishes, by not being anything divisive

still the four chambers chug along blood
like it is going out of style; the opening
and closing of the gates between rooms

conveying fluidity, forever pumping prayers:
ventricles, veering towards the heart
arterials, ascribing to rush away
from heart's grand central station

all while conga beat
delivers dance steps-
even a murmur offers a mambo,
a skip finds a lou

to those whose romance
is on the rocky shores of blocking
arteries, as the bay of funday

can be seen for its beauty,
or just remembered,  for having
the highest tide


Kate Lamberg
11/18/11

how to be heard, without shouting

how to be heard, without shouting


turn down the volume of your voice,
so as to be audible, yet not overpowering
in crescendo-- voice trailing

behind your words, which employ
the natural rhythms of breath,
breathing out who you are

the gentle voice of a mourning dove
gets her point across, without the need
to jump up and down-- words carry

their weight on water wings
swans bring, from either side of the pond
communing great grist for the mill

Kate Lamberg
11/18/11

Friday, November 18, 2011

neweyes

 The real voyage of discovery consists of not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes. ~
 ~Marcel Proust


 in this dream i awake in the basement of the house i grew up in
the sun has risen, so immediately i realize i have overslept
i walk up the staircase, look down and realize
my robe is in the bedroom, i am naked

i open the door into the kitchen
to my surprise the painters have come
to paint the kitchen walls a lovely egg shell white
i crouch and cover as much of me as possible

the men are working outside, looking in
one sees me, but pretends not to,
light gets into his eyes in late morning

i notice two brushes sticking up,
on either side of the door(brush side out)
leading to a square hallway

still covering my cool deer body,
with my long ballet arms, my ram horns bunk the door open
and i run to the safety of my room

Kate Lamberg
11/17/11

Note:  I ask the angels, my higher self...to provide me dreams which will expand my intuitive abilities, as well as inspiration for my writing and music. Poems, inspired by dreams are called, "droems". I have over 30 years of dream journals, all screaming to be translated into poems/music/more understanding. I am grateful for my ability to remember my dreams, and blessed to understand what they are saying to me. :-)  kjl


moon trumps the clouds

clouds try, but never completely overcome
the brightness of the moon, la luna's luring-
pressing through those amorphous clouds



Kate Lamberg
11/15/11

my front door faces south

The only lasting beauty
is the beauty of the heart.
~ Rumi


my front door faces south, the direction of soft
gentle breezes in spring, sudden changes of wind
in winter, where snow piles up, more quickly
than sand can be tumbled up, in a raging storm

and as quickly as the crystalline whiteness does fall-
it gets weak, it melts, with no remorse... as the direction
of the south is the birthplace of our sustaining sun,

brushing aside a light dusting of white, an apparition
of green sprouts from the undersides of a mum
comes into being, fragile in her shaking off the powdered
sugar, breathing green in early winter knows her
premature arising will be the beginning of her demise

some leaves from underfoot scatter,
a fortuitous burrowing of autumn mum
through winter's deep freezes, january thaws,
and the height of cold in february, frigid breezes,

sun makes an appearance-negligible, in her influence-
iin warming the most open patient heart
hardly realizing the worst of winter stings, then numbs,

the fingers wet in woolens,
the heart as warm as july's baking sun
a bubbling warm apple crumble,
served au natural

within the safety of one's home,
fingers slowly awakening--
to the warmth always known,
in a heart whose home

is everywhere; music is played
whenever dancing delivers
arabesque, jete', plie'

however healing trembles..
because it is only you
with, never against
the elements of the world

Kate Lamberg
11/15/11

soul sweeping

You don't have a soul- you are a soul. You have a body. ~c. s. lewis



soul sweeping


soul dives down
decides which body
to reside in for a lifetime

at the moment of conception
love lingers long enough
for soul to align with body

so anytime you hear yourself
complaining, it is not fair-
just be your own soul

have a little talk
with your body brave
enough to journey

let your soul speak
enter into the still pointed
moment of lift off

when the words
take flight, joy birds-as spirit laughing heartily

river sashays a prayer:
just your reflection in the moving water

slowly wisdom encircles
as the choice to spend
your life in soul's stage

enlivens, supports, relaxes
your body's aqueous environ-
a soft lapping of remembering

why you are here-soul's hand gently gripping
boundary-less, joy hugs, earthbound feet,
head soaring into heaven, waist and hips drawing

circles with the ocean,
knees kneeling underneath evergreens
growing forever skyward

roots, forever felt growing up-
bodhisattva:a living loving vehicle
for sweet soul's awakening


Kate Lamberg
11/15/11

in tune/out of tune

Through pride we are ever deceiving ourselves. But deep down below the surface of the average conscience a still, small voice says to us, something is out of tune.
Carl Jung


do you ever sit still long enough
to hear the harmonics, hammering in your ears--
that blessed music would appear,

challenging you to accept the ground you walk upon
as real live music, while you mimic the alley cat-
disco-ing down dark back streets,

hoping your whiskers, and sensitive tail
would lead you to true sound: your bravery,
bellowing in baritone, sara bande-

all at once celestial...
& perfectly pitched, profound

Kate Lamberg
11/16/11

Monday, November 14, 2011

soul travel

All day I think about it, then at night I say it. Where did I come from, and what am I supposed to be doing? I have no idea. My soul is from elsewhere, I'm sure of that, and I intend to end up there.~ Rumi

natural healing

finding time to sit
within the arms of nature
silently restores

softly renewing
breath slows down, hope rises up
to meet beauty now

healing happens when
quiet joys spurt smiles, passion
with the simplest things

mountains clad with snow
serenity swings high and low
sitting in awe's grace

Kate Lamberg
11/14/11


Thursday, November 10, 2011

silence

In the attitude of silence the soul finds the path in a clearer light, and what is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness. 
Mahatma Gandhi


silence wraps around the porch
with a limitless view of the ocean
sends no person running

resting in the silence
one discovers soulscripts
those clear lines of grace

an attitude of silence
transcends the need
for perfect quiet

as sails are hoisted upwards
towards the morning sun-
as waves creep, mellow at low tide

as southwesterlies do not hide
their persistences, in the wake-
fulness of the dawn

Kate Lamberg
11/10/11

polish

"Everyone sees the unseen in proportion to the clarity of his heart, and that depends upon how much he has polished it. Whoever has polished it more sees more - more unseen forms become manifest to him." ~ Rumi


seeing appears when
we do not look for anything,
bursting from the inside

how clear one's heart-
is immeasurable, either full,
or getting there

even upon a polished heart
dust falls after sleeping in,
then finds its shine again

what was dormant comes alive
as sure as faeries appear,
slipping out from water's edge

Kate Lamberg
11/10/11

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

world collapsing and opening


“Whenever the dialogue stops, the world collapses and extraordinary facets of ourselves surface, as though they have been kept heavily guarded by our words." ~ Carlos Castaneda


friend, i reach to you in quiet threads,
lightly brushing oak floors with a gentle
curvature, drawn as spiral

sweeping in towards
the center of my being
hearing the sounds of my own aches

creaking upon the uneven floor boards
the unceasing drip of water in the soaking pot
the relentless whir of the refrigerator

one moment, sidestepping the world-chatter
chooses a silence, as if it matters-
as if anyone cares for silence

in its devious ways of opening up
the crenshaw melon; exposing the seeds,
the soft sweet vulnerable flesh inside

Kate Lamberg
11/8/11

oak leaves

"My watch lies among the oak leaves. My tee shirt hangs on the barbed wire fence, and the wind sings in the bare wood."--Thomas Merton, November, 1958.


for Thomas

watches stay at home, when pressing on
to find the sterling being, residing in the one

silken blouses, pants that need extra care
are left by the riverside, when immersion

finds one needing less, to float
more easily; grace descends

the point of entry, never leaving
light rises at the thought of nothing

breathing wonder wakes the forest
squirrels sent scurrying

shakti meets with shiva
at the river of realization

rocking out the river
dreams peal easily off the micaed granite

sitting upon flat blue river stone
oak leaves fall on their own

travel both up stream
and down to mountain's source

magic paints peppermint sticks rubbing
the cooling effervescence melding

with the sharp contrasts shown in light:
knowing who to carry and who to leave,

knowing when to tarry and when to travel
we bid fair adieu to a life always leaving,

in order to embrace a life looming

as high as a starling sings
and as long as a oak tree bears leaves

Kate Lamberg
11/8/11

beyond the beyond

wanting to reach beyond the pond
she tumbled and fell into the murky
green water, full of swans, ducks
algae, three feet thick, trying
to strangle the determined swimmer

she swam a breast stroke to make her parents proud
she nose dove away from impending dangers,
remnants of dead swan babies, killed on contact
from hungry geese, landing upon foreign soil

she was swimming for her own life, as she neared
the other shore, promising rest and solitude
a stroke of peace between the currents
seemingly against her stamina, and sweet soul

there is finality in action, she once wrote
so many years ago; moving with a problem
as opposed to sitting dreamily beneath a tree
she finally made it to the other side, breathless

she stepped upon the mossy soil, roots exposed
from a hundred year old silver beech tree-
electric green sea weed clinging to her arms and legs,
pond water dripping, feeding the moss beneath her feet

ducks clamoring, in twos, towards the beech tree
singing, "she is free from the perilous pond"
falling, she rests her head upon the beech-
resting within the music, she becomes her own song

Kate Lamberg
11/7/11

Sunday, November 6, 2011

fulfillment

Occasionally in life there are those moments of unutterable fulfillment which cannot be completely explained by those symbols called words. Their meanings can only be articulated by the inaudible language of the heart. ~ Martin Luther King, Jr.


sweet kittens scratching
waking up dreaming mother
forgiveness over coffee

cool air paints promise
clean white, light blue sky dancing
saturday's bright joy

Kate Lamberg
11/5/11

enchantment

Love is the enchanted dawn of every heart.
~ Alphonse Marie de la Martine


darkness still, as she awakens
arising to a day holding promise
dawn's darkness wraps cool body
as she shuffles to her coffee press

tinges of white frost coat grasses
orange candle lit, for her to know
which direction the day will unfold
to clarify morning's dream: where it will go

the more the breath is focused on the one,
the less the hair line fracture of divisiveness
the more the body stays still, to bathe in quietude
the more the flame relaxes to stillness, brightening mood

no magic miracles bring her joy
just this: simply sitting, sipping hot
black coffee, morning prayer;
cats cozy in blanketed peace
breathing sunrisen air


Kate Lamberg
11/6/11